bad practitioner

Creativity, Obsession, and Religion

It’s been a strange month over here. I’m preparing for a huge move at the end of next month, starting grad school at a new school thousands of mile from home, trying to find a place to live, and trying to get in the headspace that this is real, it’s happening, and I’m going to be living much further than I’ve been from everyone and everything I’ve ever known. This is a good thing, believe me, but it’s also a terrifying thing. Especially when one has ended a relationship with a deity and hasn’t yet begun to forge a new […]

Uninspired for Inspire

I thought it would be a good idea to update everyone on what I did personally to celebrate Inspire, as I hadn’t really figured it out by the time of the last post explaining the holiday. Ironic, then, that I feel utterly uninspired and have for the past week. As my makeshift deadline for Inspire closed in, so did weariness, a deep emotional exhaustion, and a complete lack of inspiration or motivation to do anything whatsoever creative. So I haven’t. I’ve been sitting here in a funk all week doing nothing but watching YouTube videos and working myself into a […]